Will Smith

I was watching some Will Smith interviews and what he said here really spoke to me and helped me get a sense of direction in life because lately I’ve been pretty lost. I’ll definitely think back to this every time i find myself doubting my capability to do what i need and want in the future.

I’m slowing inching forward to finding that one thing that can set me in the right direction, and by hearing this it allowed me to take the needed first step.

im basically stuck between being lost and having an epiphany when it comes to life at the moment. 

my mind is part driven towards following my dreams and part not knowing what the hell im gonna be doing with my life.

if my dream/goal means writing/performing music for the rest of my life, i have to allow myself to accept the many sacrifices that come along with it. 

and its really hard to picture myself making those sacrifices…i guess this factor determines whether you make it or not in the business.

having pessimistic thoughts about that, it leads me to think of what else i can do.

i know, like everyone, i have potential of being whatever i set my mind to but i guess the problem is im afraid what follows after i make my decision.

i really wanna just forget about what comes after and just focus on what iwant to do now but my mind keeps thinking so far ahead.

the only senario i can play in my mind right now is doing something that i do enjoy (like something with movies/film/television/writing stories) but it means only committing to music as a personal thing.

but i know deep down i’ll still be striving for music.

i definitely need to prove it to myself in the months to come.

it kinda sucks that everything im into when it comes to a career is make it or break it.

but i guess thats what makes life interesting.

if all else fails, i guess i can just go into Communications haha.